I wish I could tell you that it’s getting easier. I really want to write those words. But they would be lies. The truth is – cancer is dragging me down, making me feel less than human. It is a constant, formidable enemy that I wake up and battle. And at the end of each day, I decide the winner. Some days I feel like I’m losing.
But on other days, when I consider that I am only one remaining cycle away from completion, I think I might be winning.
My cancer may be unrelenting, but today, so am I.
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March 18, 2015 at 10:00 pm
Big hugs, hang tight ❤ ❤
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March 21, 2015 at 4:13 pm
I’m hanging. Today is better.
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March 21, 2015 at 6:05 pm
Hang in there “baby’ You have a lot more living ahead of you, with prayers that it will be cancer free.
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March 18, 2015 at 10:12 pm
Be Relentless – let know obstacle, set back or challenge get in the way of acheiving a noteworthy goal. Hang in there, my friend. My prayers are with you!
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March 21, 2015 at 6:41 pm
You know I am doing my best to keep going. Your prayers help more than you know.
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March 18, 2015 at 10:25 pm
Dee,
You are powerful! Your words bring so much emotion to me: longing to be close enough to talk in person, anxiety over your cancer- again!?!, confidence in your power to see this through.
Got your back Sweetie,
Denise
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March 21, 2015 at 4:14 pm
Thanks Denise. Cancer is not a pleasant visitor. I am ready to pack its bags and kick it out! Looking forward to healing and health. Thanks for the love!
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March 19, 2015 at 12:19 am
You are so Powerful- because you are a child of God who is prayed for everyday. This journey is long but you do have the strength to see it through. One small bite at a time.You are knocking it down one step at a time. Check out the video I send that board is cancer you embody the spirit of that child, not always certain of your power, but you leap anyway, and then you crush it! Crush it. Love and prayers.
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March 21, 2015 at 4:22 pm
Thanks Sharon. I am eager for this part of the journey to wrap-up, although I know it is a process. Most of it is behind me, but I miss the normal stuff of life. Will watch the video and visualize me crushing cancer.
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March 19, 2015 at 11:35 am
God is able to give you strength to endure, faith to know that better days are coming and peace in the midst of a storm. Be encouraged and blessed my friend!
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March 21, 2015 at 4:23 pm
Kind words. Thank you.
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March 19, 2015 at 8:36 pm
I don’t know you well. I met you a few times at the Munters. I remember thinking the first time I met you that you were an amazing, strong and confident women. Rely on those strengths and the strength and prayers of others. I will be praying for you and thinking of you.
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March 21, 2015 at 6:40 pm
Cheryl, thank you for your kindness and your prayers. There is no way I can make it through this trial without people like you. Please continue to pray as I prepare for my 6th (and final) cycle of chemo.
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March 19, 2015 at 9:47 pm
March through sweetie. You are strong, and you are with Him. When you begin to fall He will hold your hand, and hold you up. Let Him. You are not alone, He will always be there to support and carry you. Blessings.
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March 21, 2015 at 6:31 pm
Thank you Carol. I am defintely holding on to God’s unflinching hand as I make it through chemo. Thank you for having my back. I need everyone in my corner.
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March 19, 2015 at 11:17 pm
Dear Deneitra, I am praying that this round will not be as rough on you as round 4. I am praying and seeing you as happy and healthy and cancer-FREE!! Love you.
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March 21, 2015 at 6:22 pm
Thank you for the prayers Judy. I have completed cylces 4 and 5 and will be preparing to tackle cycle 6 soon. But for right now, I receive your prayers and look foward (with you) to being declared cancer-free. AMEN!
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March 20, 2015 at 11:57 pm
I admire your strength and your willingness to share your journey. Keep your vision in front of you, that is your faith being revealed. It’s is not a coincidence that there are six thousand promises in the scripture. God was saying, “Every promise that you can get a vision for, I will bring it to pass.” You Can Dee and You Will. Be blessed because God loves you and I do too.
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March 21, 2015 at 6:11 pm
Renee’ thank you for that. It is vitally important to remember God’s promises, especially when a huge wall looms large. He is still greater. When we focus on HIM instead of on our problem, the mountain will move. I’m just waiting. Your love is greatly appreciated and I am sending it back to you.
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March 21, 2015 at 10:32 am
I met you with Juanita Robinson at Kahler Hall. I too was diagnosed with breast cancer in April 2013. I had a lot of complications during and after treatment. . I sometimes think I will never have my energy back. I will be praying for you. I know Juanita had tremendous admiration for you and I’m sure she is praying for you in heaven. May God bless you.
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March 21, 2015 at 6:08 pm
Thanks Desiree. I am so sorry to hear about your 2013 diagnosis, but I do know that Juanita would want for both of us to not only survive, but to thrive. I hope that your energy has returned, but I will be praying for you, regardless. Juanita is smiling down on you (and your family) today. Thank you for reaching out. Please let me know how you are doing. It takes a long time to recover from cancer.
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March 30, 2015 at 11:35 am
Dee, bless you. You are so very strong. We could all learn something valuable from you. I know this journey isn’t easy and I’m praying for u, for it to be over. You are so selfless with your videos, I am completely humbled. You work so hard at being positive in your videos while I know that I would be a mess. I admire you so much. Dee keep up the fight. We all love you and I wish you comfort and peace.
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April 3, 2015 at 8:44 am
Thank you for holding me up and supporting me through my dark days. You know this journey full well, and you know that you must fight to keep cancer from stealing your joy. That’s all I am doing. Trying to keep my head up. You make it much easier. Love you.
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